William ShatnerI know how you feel in the beginning. The emotional pain is debilitating. It can become physical which it did with me. It has been nearly 2 years since I was blindsided by the "man" that promised to love me. He just walked out. The pain is beginning to ease. I have my good and bad days. I don't miss him at all now that I have learned who he really is. I do miss our family unit.
My suggestions for you, if you are beginning this journey or even if you are years down this path, are to hold onto your faith, your friends, and the family members that love you. You will get stronger:-)
"I call on the Lord in my distress, and he answers me"
Get out and do something fun this weekend. Believe me forcing yourself out in the beginning does help, even if you don't feel like it. My daughter and I are going to a wine tasting tonight. I can't wait:-)